I was just at the feed store
and I think I have to go back and get more things
oh my god
Alright so I caved and texted Laurie and she didn’t need my help today so I’ll just go up Sunday.
And since I got to the barn early, I’m done and it’s only 8:30
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I was possibly going to start at Laurie’s today but she said the people who possibly wouldn’t be there today would let her know early this morning and then let me know.
But I remember her saying, “if you don’t hear from me, that means…”
And I’m panicking a little because I’m pretty sure if I don’t hear from her that means I DON’T have to help today.
Because it was all “if”
She’d have to hear from the people and then tell me they won’t be there
Right??????? I don’t even think that made sense
i miss the sunshine on my skin.
whats your favorite thing to do in summer?
And yesterday, Laurie said “I hope you can put up with me. I can be a little fussy with how things are done.”
Oh my god she has no idea
I used to be pretty laid back, I don’t know when I got so high strung.
Suddenly I’m meticulous. I HAVE to do things a certain way. I HAVE to control things. My brain doesn’t shut off.
I literally just find things to stress out about.
Forest is the only horse who gets supplements at the barn and I feel bad that the owners have to get everything ready for him twice a day, plus I’m probably going to be adding 2 more things for ulcers.
So I’m thinking of pre-measuring everything in baggies with little Tupperware containers for the aloe vera juice.
I don’t have to do this, but I want to.
And I don’t want to use smartpak
And this isn’t so difficult but I make everything difficult and I’m going to get an ulcer